| 3 Years Later |
[30 Sep 2008|07:57pm] |
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It has definitely been a LONG while since my last entry.
To be honest, I had abandon my Live Journal account because of the fact that I had moved on from blogging. But I recently found out that it is actually kind of fun to write about nothing every once in a while. I think this puppy is going to be sticking around for a little while, It has been a long span of time since my very first entry.
Hmm, let's think... what has happened since 2005. Well, high school is done... university and college are both DONE. I'm working at a 9-5 job, and am learning about life as I go. Just winging it mostly, making it appear as if I know how to carry myself without school. I say that now because I now know that there is a certain way people are when they're student and when they're part of the rest of the world. When you're a kid, your mind is always focus things in a particular order - school, friends, (your personal) culture, and being aware of the world around you. When you've entered that working world, it changes. Now, I'm not saying that it changes dramatically, but they do change - at least in my mind. Now, I find myself with time to think about issues that never occured to me while I was wrapped up in the life of being a teenage and being a student. I see the world now as something completely different and new - almost like a new start - almost like the feeling of being completely independent of education.
I'm not going to say much more about what new discoveries I've made about myself and life but they are quite significant and something that I'm going to keep to myself until I've figured them out for myself. But until then. It was nice to be back, even if it's simple for a moment or two. It's like bumping into an old friend at a coffee shop and spending three hours catching up. I love it... because there's always so much you want to share.
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| I dunno or It doesn't matter |
[17 Aug 2005|12:08pm] |
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I never want to hear those two phrases EVER again or someone will be stabbed. That's all I've been getting out of one of my cousins for the past 3 days... when I ask her a question it's "I dunno"... or "it doesn't matter"! GAhhhhhh!!! This girl can't make a decision if her life depended on it. Just two seconds ago I asked her what she wanted for lunch... guess what the answer was... "I dunno"!
i'm done ranting now!
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| So frustrated |
[15 Aug 2005|07:27pm] |
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Ok, so I promised most of you that I'd get a New York entry up when I had the chance. That's going to have to wait for just a little while because certain things... no no, certain family memebers having been pissing me off to no end lately. Ok, so my aunt and uncle are going through this re-location crisis and so my cousins are staying at my house for a little while - that's fine, I have no problems with that. Here's where the problem comes in... today after I got home from taking them to Wonderland, my uncle is at my house for dinner and he straight up told my brother to put his life on hold to entertain his kids. Chris had made eariler plans to go visit his girlfriend... who he hasn't seen in a long time but my uncle basically told him to drop whatever he had planned to entertain his kids. Sorry if I'm repeating myself, I'm just so angry right now... I can't think straight.
Later, he asks me if I'm working tomorrow, I'm not and I told him that I'd be relaxing at home to kind of catch up on some of my desinging work that I know I have to get done before September and since I don't have all that much spare time nowadays, that I'd be doing that. Then he proceeds to ask whether or not I have a car tomorrow. I don't. So he has the nerve to tell me to take his kids to the mall... ON THE BUS. Fuck That!
First off, I have work to do
Secondly, why would I want to go to the mall I work at.
Third, I don't have a car, and I will NOT take the bus with 3 little kids.
Lastly, I am not going to put my life on hold just so that they can be entertained, I have things to do and deadlines to meet.
But most of all I think it was the way he asked... no, demanded this of me and my brother. Like sure, they're in a situation right now and we're trying to help out as much as we can but the helping can only go so far. When someone demands that you put your life on hold because they want to keep their children entertain... that's where I draw the line. I was seething with anger - honestly.
I'm so fucking frustrated right now... I have no words...
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| ... sick |
[11 Jul 2005|11:07am] |
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Well, it all started on Tuesday when I went to dentist, the office was honestly below 30 degrees and I was in a tank top and capris. After I left there I was already really sleepy and I was freezing. I proceeded to get a fever which basically locked in the fact that I was indeed very sick. I had a fever for about 3 days... that can't be good, and it wasn't because I'm feeling the aftermath of those 3 days of feverishness today.
Anyways, on the upside, I haven't had to go to work or go out at all for about 6 days now. I've been all hermit like and it was relaxing for a few days but now that I'm actually awake and alert, I get bored so easily. Yeah, so since I haven't had the time and energy to do creative things lately, I've decided that I'd spend my "sick time" to do something worthy of my boredom. I've actually kind of developed a new style to my art, which is a good thing... I think. I haven't received any feedback about my new stuff... so if you're reading this, please comment on the pieces I'm about to post... right now...
Three colourizations...
  
EDIT: Three Four collages...
   
I guess that's it for now because I woke up early this morning and I'm tired now. How pathetic is that? I've been awake since 7:30 this morning and already I'm tired. I really have to get used to that because I've beem all mopey for the last week. I don't have to work today because of those stupid cold sores on my lip but I can only get out of working for so long. I'll probably resume normal activity tomorrow. Blah!
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| Untitled |
[27 Jun 2005|10:10pm] |
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I know that I haven't updated this thing in a while but I swear it's not my fault because I actually wrote a very lengthy entry about 2 days ago and when I pressed update... it deleted itself! Stupid good for nothing LJ! LOL! Anyways, I've basically been doing two things in the past few weeks - work and sleep! It's crazy I tell ya - crazy!
Anyways, I'm not really in the mood to talk or type anything so I shall end with a ... let's go to wonderland and go crazy! I have a season pass and haven't used it yet this summer and am dying to! Splash works!!!
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